This night when i see some dj in chat room....i realize that every word he said always be heared by all the chater....he could kick any user in chat room....he could warned users ....he did so powerfull...then i think who will hear what i say... do what i tell to do...and again i feel so unpowerfull...and i feel sad....
I remember when tonight my friend dion tell to my other friend matha... he said to martha "Martha go to kitchen get a spoon" and martha did it....when she back he realized that she need three spoons...she ask dion "did i need to take another spoon?" and she back to the kitchen and take the other spoons... and i thinked "how powerfull dion " and again i feel unpowerfull..."i asked to myself did martha will do that if i ask to her" and it becomed the bigger question....did someone will heard what i said and do what i asked to do????
Then i ask to myself....it just me, or everybody need somebody to conguer?.....why i jealous with the dj and my friend dion, is that because of power that they have??.... then i realize that i love power...i need power in my live...i need somebody who is hearing anything that i say...and do anything that i tell to do.....but in contrary, i am the opposite of that side....and now i feel so powerless....so do u ever felt like i am now???
this is the picture of dion and martha...:
this is dion
and this is martha
